Seekers of lies, there's no hope for you; unless you repent and give it all up, this Light's worker will upset you until the damn end. Either you willfully abandon self-deception or one day it will abandon you, there'll be no one else to blame except you and no other fool left to believe the bluff. Your flame and that of your mates will be the only one causing you pain, when there's no more possibility of calling it "pleasure". So you'd better try to find the desire of starting again a million miles away from all falsehood, seeing no point in being a part of it; you can't tell the world to go away and keep yourself.
Move on and change.
It's do or die.